swimming

i feel like i am swimming. actually i was thrown in the deep end. Welcome to real world Des. This world doesn't care how much passion you have if you can't learn to direct it. The world doesn't care how much you like someone if they like someone else. The world doesn't care how sick you, time rolls on. The world doesn't care how much pain you feel, it will inflict more. The world doesn't care how bad you want to fly. The world is stubborn and won't let gravity up for even a second.
I have been thrown in the Deep end. I am outside of my comfort zone. I am in uncharted territory just trying to survive. i am trying so hard. but hopefully i won't get to tired from trying and stop and drown...
we'll see.
i'll just keep dog paddling.