Thursday, July 8, 2010

the Yankee's Stadium sitting in my stomach

I have a pit, a sinking whole, the size of the Yankee's stadium sitting inside my stomach, crowding my heart.
 it's like anxiety on slow ur roll. or purple stuff.
it's ridiculous. and i am fine when im around ppl. i've trained myself so well to just be happy around ppl that it's second nature.
but when i am alone.... it eats at me. i want to scream. i want to fill it somehow. but every attempt is in vain.
im not sure what to do.

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